oooooooooh man! law and order svu was fricken awesome! even though it was a repeat, it was new to me. it was sick and twisted and i like that! ooh. gotta love it!

looks like nickelback is going to come back on march 18! man, i hope tomorrow's show is awesome-even though i'm not going. so yah, march 18 is a thursday, and i dunno if i'm busy or not yet. if anyone wants to come, please tell me. i think tickets start selling on jan 31st, so u have a bit of time to decide. just to let u know, if u wanna go, u should prolly buy ur tickets around the day the start selling, or else they will sell out shortly after.

some funny names from mxc (can u tell i'm obsessed?):

johnny womba
hannibal cheerio
dennis slerpowitz
lars norquist
basil blintworth
rusty shunt
chernobyl, the hairless chipmunk
ebner wigglestef or wigglestep

IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN!!

It's time for: QUOTES FROM THE TV!

"Ha ha! i made a funny!" (Guy ladouche from most extreme elimination challenge-mxc)

"why alter the clothes, when you can alter the model?" (mxc)
"she designs menswear for women who don't like men!" (mxc)
"what do u think of your daddy now?" "he's a loser!" "ah, cute kid!" (guy ladouch talking to some kid-mxc)
"on my chess set, the pawns are all hamburglers" (homer simpson)
"i've got a question, ur crazy!" (superintendent chalmers-simpsons)
"i sish i'd married a businessman, then i'd have nice things" (homer)
"well let me ask you this, shut up!" (chief wiggum-simpsons)
"slimania"(jane-coupling u.k.)
"even though i do have an eternity, does this story have a point?" ('head' from teen angel)
"lisa is a sellout! lisa is a sellout! lisa is a sellout! lisa, what's a sellout?" (ralph wiggum-simpsons)
"i thought people think my laugh is fun?" "yes, if u think loud, scary noises are fun!" (carrie asking doug about her laugh-king of queens)
"he works 24/7, that's like 31 hrs a day!" (mxc)

YAY! my mom and bro are home! i got a drum! that was fricken awesome! i got tons of sweetass stuff! now, my mom and bro went to grande prairie. but my mom will be back at the end of the week and she'll tell me all about her travels! guess what! my bro climbed the entire mountain of mount kilimanjaro! i think that's sweet!

man i hope green bay wins (football), cause my other 2 fav teams are out (dallas and tennessee). green bay is playing now, so hopefully they come out on top! man that indianapolis/kansas city game was off the hook! the one player from kansas city caught the ball after the kick off and ran all the way to the other end of the field and made a touchdown! that was cool!

you should so watch MOST EXTREME ELIMINATION CHALLENGE (mxc)! it is the most hilarious thing u have ever seen! it's on spike tv on sat at 10pm, and other times too. see, it's this japanese or chinese game show, yet it's all dubbed in english. all the contestants and hosts are asian, speaking in their own language, yet there are these americans talking and pretending that they are the actual hosts and contestants. it's so funny! they come up with american names like sue andrews, when in fact her name is something in an asian language! oooh, and when the people partake in the events, and fall, it's so fricken hilarious! i know it's painful, but it's funny! u have to see it! don't worry, i'm not the only one who loves it. i have like 5min of it on tape, i'm thinking of taping it tonight. my msn name-"he works 24/7. that's like 31 hrs a day!" is from there. the show is also on at 9:30pm on thursdays. it's sooooooooooooooooooo fffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE ORIGIN OF EDMONTON'S BLINDIE:

my cuz from toronto and i were chatting on msn one day. i was asking her what show she watches, she told me the oc. i told her that i liked adam brody, she said she liked the blindie. she actually meant to say blondie. then, i said can i have blindie as my msn name, she said yah but change it to edmonton's blindie (she calls me edmonton)

he he! i saw a double dose of "later days"! yah, none of u will ever get to see later days, cause u don't watch the program, and u will never, cause i know u don't like it. he is real, and not a cartoon! so, that was my spiel of the day.

u know what's funny? i wrote a physics quiz last night and i thought i failed. see i knew the notes and all, but the quiz was really difficult! now there were only 2 questions, which shouldn't seem too hard, but they were. so, thinking that i was going to get like 1/10, i went to the bathroom. when i came back, i saw my quiz lieing face down on my desk. i figured that i really did bad, and he flipped it over so that i could save face. but... to my surprise i got 9/10! can u believe it. i did real good! i was so shocked. like i was shocked to get 92% on my social timeline! i did it all like the night before and i managed to do so good! i was laughing in my head real hard!

hehe! i'm back! oooh, t dot wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. i got highlights in my hair, got my brows shaped, and bought some cool clothes. i also received lots of stuff, purses, candy, chocolate, money, etc. it was nice seeing my cousins, all of them were there, only my bro was missing out of the cousins. oh well, he's having fun in africa, currently he's trying to climb mount kilimanjaro with my other cousin. i hope it goes well. i don't like everyday family gatherings but everyday just cousins gatherings, are good. wow, over the holidays, i saw bad santa, pirates of the carribean, finding nemo, hallows end-the stupidest movie ever! and maybe i'll see terminator 3. i also saw baghban, but that's a hindi (bollywood) film. ooh, lots of movies.

have any of you seen "hallows end"? i saw it today, it was so stupid! it was a "horror" film, in other words, it wasn't scary. there was poor acting, an intense scene where 2 girls were making out, female nudity, really creepy looking zombies (they had huge zits), and all other weird stuff. most of the time, people and places and things were orange! but that had some relevance i think. anyways, don't rent the film!

i hate horoscopes! mine said i would get a "chirstmas gift", a.k.a a boyfriend. also another mag said that on jan the first, i would get a b/f! so far, nothing has happened. does that mean that i'll never get a boyfriend? i don't really want one, i just want to know that a guy is interested in me. i'm getting sick and tired of being a teen! i really need some confidence, or else i'm going to go crazy! i wish someone could help me with my teen depression problem. i wanna regain faith, but looking at my life, it's hard to do that. i need someone to talk to, i really need some help. people prolly wonder why i fall in love with guys from tv, that's cause i don't believe in reality anymore. i know that no real guy in my world, will ever be interested, so then i look to guys that aren't ever going to know me, or ever see me. i know creamsoda will never like me, and i'll have to face it. but i'm sick and tired of my crushes thinking that i'm a freak or that i'm a stalker. pretty much every guy that i'll meet, will only ever talk to me if i become pretty. none will like me for who i am. and that's sad, cause i actually do love sports and normal stuff. that's why i dream about those tv guys and picture myself happier, but that'll never happen. so, if u ever wonder why i'm obsessed with guys i'll never see or meet in my life, then that's why. i know that they will never break my heart and that they will never see me and be able to criticize me. i hope that i can start living reality soon, i'm sick of living in a dream world. i need a life! i need help! man, i just wanna tell people how much i hate myself! no one thinks that i'm depressed and slightly suicidal. i know i'm paranoid, but i wish someone would be willing to help me. everyone shys away from me when i start telling them about how i really feel about myself. no one wants to help me get through it. i'm sick of crying every other day. i'm sick of being myself. i don't wanna be somebody else, i just don't wanna be here anymore. i wanna go home-a place where i can feel comfortable, act the way i wanna, without someone having to criticize me. i'm sick of ib classes, where people hate you for being dumb, well i'm dropping french i think. my dad said i can if i really wanna, but he says try to wait another week before i do it. man, i would love to be out of that hellhole! sorry, but u don't understand how hard it is to be in that class. everyone think i'm a freaktard, just cause i can't answer some questions! i'm sorry, but my brain always freezes up and i can't think. oh well, i guess you prolly all think i'm a freak for what i have just written, but it's true. i do really hate myself and my life. if u have a problem, then tough luck. if u wanna help me, then that would be great. i really don't care anymore about anything, if i received the chance to restart my life, i would. man, i have too many problems! oh well, bye for now!